I Feel I Fear

2007-01-02T15:55:00Z

An Allen Levin Original (He's one of my myspace buddies and he's always good for inspirational thought)

I feel like pursuing my dreams. I fear I could fail.

I feel great. I fear Im of little importance.

I feel like Im winning. I fear Im losing.

I feel like a giant. I fear Im only a short human, not 63 like many of my friends.

I feel like loving unconditionally. I fear that I wont be loved back.

I feel like Im meant for BIG things. I fear Ill be most easily forgotten.

I feel like a world class marksman. I fear when I shoot I could miss.

I feel like I have many friends. I fear I am alone in this world.

I feel like Lupe (my kitty) is in great hands with me. I fear shed be happier with more space and her own backyard with experienced cat owners.

I feel like spoiling my parents. I fear Ill never be able to afford my expensive dream for them.

I feel like singing and dancing. I fear Im not very good.

I feel like I have great endurance. I fear that I will quit.

I feel you are GREAT. I fear you dont believe me.

I feel you are incredibly STRONG. I fear you think my belief is suspicious.

I feel you are BEAUTIFUL, every last one of you. I fear many of you have forgotten that true beauty is on the inside.

I feel you could help me make a better world. I fear you think Im mad crazy nuts insane (not to mention psychotic strange stupid foolish)!

I feel you could be anything you want as long as you work hard for it. I fear you will settle far too quickly or get lazy.

I feel I am honest. I fear I really am honest.

I feel my fears cant contain me. I am right.

I will risk being of little importance, losing, rejection, being forgotten, missing my shots, being alone, being thought of as crazy, unbelievers, and any other fear my brain can create.

I will pursue my dreams.

I will become great.

I am a winner.

I am a giant much larger than life (or any 63)!

I will love unconditionally. I will be loved unconditionally.

I will accomplish big things and make a positive change in the world.

I will take shots. Sometimes Ill hit my mark. At times I will miss. Ill shoot again.

I will continue to redefine who can be in my personal life. I will let in only true friends.

I will, one day, buy a big house with lots of space for my kitty and future family. Lupe will be very happy with her own backyard. Shell be happy with me in the meantime.

I will buy a separate house on the beach in Seaside, Oregon for my parents. theyve always dreamed of living there. Ill spoil them with love even if I do not achieve this in the near future.

I will sing, dance, and smile.

I will never quit.

I will speak of your strength, beauty, and power, in the hopes that you will listen. I will proudly watch you as many of you rise to your potential.

You are great. You are much stronger than youll EVER know. You are beautiful.

You and I have the power to change this world for the better.

I feel my fears cant contain me. I am right.

I feel like pursuing my dreams. I will pursue my dreams.

I know that you can too.

I Feel, I Fear

I Feel I Fear